Nothing much on my mind. Nothing much has been on my mind. Just these thoughts that are nothing more than noise. It’s night. I’m sitting in my revolving chair. I’m looking out the window, stretching my neck out, trying to look at the city as much as I can. The city is getting wet again. It has less and less to offer me now. Moments ago, I was sitting on a bench downstairs, trying to catch a breath in the cool winds when a dog stopped near me. It looked at me for a good 20 seconds or so. Then it bolted away. You might be thinking now, ‘What’s so strange about that?’ I don’t know. The dog seemed to appear out of nowhere.
Let’s say I weren’t here right now. I would be somewhere else. The truth is that I would be somewhere. It’s strange isn’t it. I am never nowhere although I would love to be nowhere. Being somewhere doesn’t put my mind to rest. No, I’m not greedy. But I do know by now and in a hard hard way that life is one. Why be scared of anything. Let’s take the risks we are afraid to take. Let’s kick away the hurdles. Let’s move ahead no matter what. One step at a time. Let’s move mountains. It is time.
But I’ve talked about moving mountains before. Why am I talking about moving mountains now. Suddenly my fingers stop typing. I am taking a moment to think. What has suddenly made my fingers to stop typing. They were typing just fine and now they’re doing nothing. Simply nothing. I’m staring at the blank wall in front of me, lowering the volume on speakers a bit. Yes, it’s perfect now. I know nothing and the music isn’t loud. I can sit comfortably without having any kind of answers to any kind of questions and enjoy the music. The song changes. The song often changes right when you are getting lost in it.
I’m looking at you. I’m looking at you again. I have this smile on my face and in my eyes that only you bring. I’m closing my eyes. I will stop right here.
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