Dirty eyes.

Early morning. Heartbroken. Defecating this loneliness and shit. Irritated by the tap water tapping on the bathroom floor. Now, what else is there to do. My blood will be taken away in a short time and it will get analysed and I will be declared a lunatic. Not a bad consequence of being alive all [...]

The only one.

It's a beautiful morning burning like hell. I have pulled the curtains. Everything before my eyes is orange and blue. A proper bath is needed but to hell with that. I got nowhere to go. I am the carrier of a deadly virus and so far, the ride has been a tiring one. Two nights [...]

Days of sickness.

What else about this evening? I am feeling better and that is all. Five days in isolation. Five more to go. The virus is a real bastard. Outside, days and nights roll away. Who really needs my permission or my advice? No one. With me locked in a room, the world went on fine. That [...]

From an afternoon bed.

Something from last night has my stomach crying. Must be the alcohol. Must be the bad food. Could be anything. Even the wind here can give me headache. I try to leave the bed but I keep failing. What's the joy in lying down. What's the joy in getting up. Hunger keeps a man going. [...]