A life full of downs.

Since the beginning of birth, it has been like this. I've lived in some kind of fear. Today, I can write just about anything but I cannot write a thing about that fear. It's still there. Only it's clearly felt when I am around my loved ones - my family. Calling them 'loved ones' is [...]

Where have I been.

Haven't read a book in two years. Haven't been anywhere. Haven't met any artist. Haven't felt anything exploding inside of me. What will it take to bring me back to life once again. My life isn't over yet. It's just torn apart and it keeps tearing up more and more. All these lines probably mean [...]


This night, again, I have opened the doorway to you. How we lay next to each other. Close. Your breasts ripe with warm blood, reaching for my skin anywhere, everywhere, reaching for my lips wanting my tongue. I hadn't lost my head in a long time. Now I am fully insane and alive, my ears [...]

An update.

23496 words and still running. This piece of text might very well form the basis of my next book. Another year is near. The idea of a new year is thrilling but only until the moment when the clock strikes midnight. Once you've entered the year, it begins to feel all the same. Why. It [...]