'Where did you disappear last night?' she called at 11 this morning and asked. 'I just went out. It's nothing' I said. 'Are you okay? I feel worried about you' she asked. 'Yeah I'm good. I'm good. Good. Hey listen, I'll call you back in an hour. Bye,' I said. 'Sure. Bye,' she said and [...]
Tag: fiction
Goddamit that took a minute.
Drunk dying rifty rafty flying to the bottom of the ocean goddamn ocean but where the hell is all that water and all those mermaids and all those dead kittens with their wiggly tails and furs destroyed by mites I cannot believe I am seeing such suffering OH GOD what a world we are living [...]
All that without punching a single wall.
I don't remember at what time I fell asleep last night. But so what. It was past midnight and that's all I remember. I remember removing my clothes and lying down next to you in bed. I remember your head on my chest, my arms on your back, you falling asleep on me. Woke up [...]
Shaking up the things.
Sleepy eyes. Sweat on my back. Scorching sun following me everywhere. Sitting for hours at one desk. Often, I forget I have the choice to stand up. Often, I forget to take a piss. Often, I forget to drink water. Often, I am just sitting there at my desk, waiting for the working hours to [...]
With all that and all those.
At this speed, it would take me a hundred days to finish the first draft. Pathetic. Yes. Pathetic is what I am to say the least. Pathetic is what I do best. Even caffeine doesn't help. It only burns my chest. Sleep comes to me like a sexy goddess, like you, and it tries to [...]
A little something before I fall again.
Who really cares about writing in the afternoon! Afternoon is a dead time. The most dead part of the day. Afternoon sucks. But for some reason, the tree leaves appear greenest in the afternoon. Slap me if I am wrong. Pull out all my teeth. But I will say that again. My legs are still [...]
To kill you or kick you out.
I stepped down the roof to head to my room. I unlocked the front door and opened it. The lights were off, everything was dark inside. The only light glowing nearby was the one in the common area that lay in the middle of the four flats on my floor. I had opened the front [...]
As another victim ripens slowly.
"What happened there?" Sonny asked. "Where?" I asked in return. "Your neighbor." Sonny is a big man with one face and two eyes. "What neighbor. I don't have a neighbor. I live alone on my floor," I told Sonny. "The guy on the floor below yours." "I don't know. What happened to him? I never [...]